Is it even possible to have Noah Centineo and the word ‘horrifying’ in the same sentence? Obsessed fans would know it’s not. But Shannon Purser has proved that it is, in fact, not impossible. In a latest interview, the former Stranger Things actress described what kissing the TATBILB star in front of the cameras felt like. And her answer included the word ‘horrifying.’

Before you panic, don’t just yet. She was talking about the cameras and the people surrounding them that made the entire scene feel awkward. Talking to Entertainment Tonight, Purser said, “It was my first on-screen kiss…Not my first real kiss thankfully but, yeah that was horrifying. I was not prepared for that at all, but I think it really added to the authenticity.”

While she was obviously talking about the moment in general, die-hard fans of Noah Centineo are probably not be impressed with her choice of words. Just kidding. The pair was kept at a distance by the director before the kiss scene was shot so as it ensure that it came as “so honest and nerve-wracking.”

However, when Noah Centineo was asked about the kiss, he was once again the sweetest. When the interviewer asked him what he’d rate the kiss with Shannon Purser on a scale of 1 to 10, he replied, “I’d give it an 11, that was an 11.” Talking about kissing, if you’re hoping you’d get to date Noah one day and then steal a kiss, that would probably never happen.

Sorry to break your heart like that but the 22-year-old actor has said that he would “most probably” not date a fan of his. Noah and Shannon’s movie Sierra Burgess Is A Loser is set to drop on Netflix on September 7. Be sure to not miss out on this one either.